drug taking and other exciting stuff... :I

ok, so i've been meaning to blog for a while. but there's so many different things happening i don't know where to start, so i just keep putting it off!

and some stuff i don't think i could be bothered blogging about and other stuff i don't think i want to blog about 'cause then i'd be having to think about it and don't necessarily want others influencing my decisions... although some of you know stuff anyways and have been giving me your thoughts :P it's funny how some people are so decided on what they think you should do about stuff and others start giving pros and cons about things and others just ask you what you'd prefer to do.

i went to see the doctor this morning, following up on the ultrasound i had last week. i left with a sheet for the pathologist to have a glucose test thingy, a prescription for the pill (yasmin to be exact) a couple sheets of information on stuff and an intended future appointment to see a dietician.

so now i'm on the pill. or on yasmin. whichever you prefer :P no need to freak, i'm fine (we hope :P) ultrasound found that i have polycystic ovaries, which means (or doesn't really, but i do) have pcos. (polycystic ovary syndrome). which means i have a slightly increased chance of getting late-onset diabeties (hence the glucose test thingy, to see how well i process it or whatever) and it's the reason for my whacked cycle (hence the pill). and i could have trouble getting pregnant when i choose to, but not necessarily...

and mum dobbed me in about my lack of exercise... dang. although this will probably be the kick in the butt i need to actually do some. i always intend to but my love of sleep and warmth and internet and lack of time (and motivation) between all that and work and life means that not much gets done :( except for the walk uphill (two hills, to be exact) to hornsby that i did most days for tafe and now do to get to work (when i start at 10 and mum leaves too early for her work to take me).

so yes... as for my feelings/thoughts on the subject, i don't really know. i guess it's not really affecting me that much so i'm not really concerned. noone's telling me i'm going to die so i think 'whatever, let's get on with it' and i guess i'll just do what i have to do... gah. exercise.

so that's the latest in my life.

that and having to apply to uni at some point before i leave to go overseas. and having to decide what i want to apply to. and where. and i think i may go see mr sekula on thursday to talk to him about stuffs and try and scab a uac book off him. and to see mrs brown! haven't seen her in a while. really should tell her that i'm definitely going to france (seeing as last time i saw her it was just a maybe). actually that just reminded me that i never called up school about my hospo uniform to see whether they sold it. they better give me the money if they did... although my name and phone number was on it so if they did sell it and didn't call me they suck! but then, that's the tas staff for you. mrs vanderflag would've called me but she left. i bet you it was mrs glohe. (sp?) gah. will probably have to talk to her if i go see them. now i'm scared. i think i need moral support. louise! wish you were free on thursday... anyone else free and feel like a duck to the school?

anyways, i digress.
and i need to go to the loo.

ooo but i read the other day that switchfoot is probably putting out a new album next year. yay. and jon's putting out 4 ep's at some point. which makes me excited, 'cause i've heard some of his songs (from live recordings) and the one's i've listened to i really like.

and i've got a song that he wrote with another singer (molly jenson) stuck in my head. i think it's called 'dreamer'.

am i in love with the dreamer,
or am i just in love with the dream?

if you wanna hear the song you can go here --> http://www.esnips.com/doc/571829aa-6db2-4e54-b56f-f90be2cf4a97/Jon-and-Mollys-Song

molly's got a really pretty voice.

so yes. that's got me excited.

anywho, shall be off!