AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!

my fingers can't move fast enough!!!!!
guess what!!!!
ah!!!!!

switchfoot! exo day! 1st september! and announcing dates soon for an aussie tour! so excited!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i think i shall be excited for a few weeks to come...just think of switchfoot and i get chills...ah! only a few months left! ehhehe. so if it's may 21st now, that's 10 days left of may, 30 of june, 31 of july, 31 of august, so 10+30+31+31=102 days left! and who knows how many til a sydney show. maybe more maybe less. finally! been waiting so long!

confused!

And I've realised lately how good I can be at ignoring situations when in other ones. Like now, I am at TAFE, and I can talk to Jemimah and have fun and laugh, and even though in the back of my mind I am confused and aghaskdjghldgh I'm still doing what I'm doing and enjoying it as much as one can enjoy database and making stupid reports on it. And the rest of the day I will be fine and happy, although still slightly confused. Until I think too much and go to bed and everything that I've been thinking about and the decisions I have to make come and engulf me again. And then I'll wish that I could rewind the past few weeks and start again. Or that I could catch a plane and go somewhere else that is far, far away from here. Or that I was autonomous to everything and everyone but a few people. But I'm stuck. what do I do? (yes, that was rhetorical) AGH!

what have you been doing lately?

so. i haven't blogged in a bit. contrary to previous occurrences, this time it's not a lack of blogging because i haven't been busy or it's just life as 'normal', but quite the opposite. there has been so much going on i don't know where to start. and i don't really want to anyway. the stuff that's happening is stuff that should probably stay in my head, until i figure out what is happening. so maybe i'll blog about it later, and maybe i won't. some of you know some of what's been happening, and others don't know anything. perhaps it's better we keep it that way :P

so what's been happening with you lately?