hmmmm....the last three days have been interesting. perhaps i'm not ready to comment yet. a few words which describe the days or the people i was with or me would have to be frustrating, fun, rowdy, loud, challenging, inobedient, awesome, relationship building, strengthening, leader-making, discovering, dancing, shouting, teaching, learning, accountabilitying, singing, praying, hearing, speaking, humbling, relating (to eachother), exciting, releasing and missing the kids and being there :(
even though it was challenging and hard for a lot of it, everyone was awesome and today was awesome too. i need a synonym for awesome. *checking Word* ok none of those words do it justice.
so if you have no idea what i'm talking about... i can't be bothered at this time to explain it. i learnt a lot about leading though. and i guess a little about how being a parent of a teen must be like. i feel sorry for them. especially when they have to constantly be the 'bad guy' and don't get thanked for trying when a lot of them make huge sacrifices for us kids. and it's a 24/7 job. ...so the moral of this story is...ha. and i've learnt that you can't make teens-anyone rather-to do anything if they don't want to. and they have to choose to make the decision to be obedient. and when they do it's awesome. there's that word again. more later i guess. once i've processed it a bit more.

some people are stupid

I heard some things i never thought i would hear today, from people i never thought would say them, about people i never thought would do them. some people are just sick. in fact i've come to realise that a lot of people are sick. and have dirty minds. there is a level to which i can tolerate it, but when it comes from people you KNOW know better than to say such things, it makes you lose hope in humanity. which is ironic cause there is no hope in humanity to be had. people fail you and you fail yourself. life would be so much better if we weren't a whole bunch of hypocrites. myself included. sometimes i just don't get why God bothered to send his son to die for us. but that just makes Him all the greater. we're so not worth it, yet he still loves us.
I had something else to say but i got distracted.

i find this funny...

celebratory post

yay for louise!!! getting her L's!!! only 1 year and 8 months after she turned 16! talk about finally!
went to maccas today at waitara to the mccafe with jane to talk about network camp. got to organise foood. and make a list of what to buy.
went shopping before that for groceries. mum feeling not well means me and ree did shopping to help her out...hard knowing what to buy...may have spent a little too much....hmmm...
yay for the green jacket :) am wearing it even though it isn't that cold...we need rain!
thats all.

the green jacket

yay for target and sales!
got green jacket today while at hornsby cause we met up with fatima, yay for fatima :) green jacket is so perty...i think i shall compose a poem to the green jacket...here we go. again i'm so spent...sorry...listening to pete murray (bail me out).

ok. refocus.

Ode to Green Jacket

oh green jacket you are so perdy
like a tree which is perdy
like a sunset in emerald city
with perty patterns and butterflies
and a hood to cover my eyes
and ree says you look like you've been dipped in slime...

that was pathetic. oh well. top that juicy! my blog on the green jacket is better than yours will be! but i shouldn't say that cause u haven't blogged on it yet....gah.

i just watched 3 switchfoot podcast video things. they rock :) and should come to australia again :) cause i would go :) oh yes i would go. twould be my first concert. unless relient k decided to show up before then. i refuse to go to my first concert if it's not either of them.
that all.
i should post a pic of the green jacket but i really can't be bothered. maybe later.
and mum came home today not feeling well. thinky it's the flu-she's had a cold for a while. so if i disappear you know where i have gone :P

easter peaster

gah. i keep avoiding posting. and the longer between posts the more to write!
i don't like the easter bunny! i think i will never again hug a person in a costume. they are scary. i mean, someone who is willing to dress up in a huge suit that is extremely hot for 4 hours must be a little weird. and he was. i never want to see bunny man again! especially having to velcro the suit up the back when it's all sweaty...gross!
but enough about that-the memories must not be relived!

sooooo....went to the show yesterday! twas tiring...saw the under 12s polocrosse which was interesting. had to wait an hour for it to come on...that was a nice break. we all read magazines. and we saw michelle and max in the showbags hall :) and saw a moove cow costume man. i refused to go near him. pedefile. so spelt that wrong. try paedophile. that better.
but backing up a bit, on friday went to cch for easter and that was good :) had a bit of drama. and saw people from youth there. sat next to a nice old lady who said her kids went to asquith girls. she was a tad deaf. thought my name was emily at the beginning. then once she got it right she kept calling me louise :)
going to see fatima today :) yum. and i figured out why honey and peanut butter on toast tastes so good. because it's all sugar and fat! but i had some for breakfast anyways. along with some marshmallows. yummy yummy. and i had a krispy kreme yesterday :) miss dunkin donuts though. and the memories of eating them...with bunwiches! tehehe. and grape tang. that apparently tastes like dimetapp. but i've never had that.
gtg and get ready to leave. bye!

freeeeeee....? not really

yay!!! half yearlies are over!!! joY!!!
and going to see stuffs tomorrow! ie she's the man. oh the joys. mostly joys to see people from school again :) like emma and ashley. cause the others i have seen recently. did i forget anyone? um...me, louise, emma, juicy, ashley, kara, emily...agh. i know i must have forgotten someone! oh well...help me juicy!
the only thing bad about advancing days is that saturday will be coming quicker...gah! stupid commitments! i don't wanna do it and you can't make me! double gahghaghajhgkdfhlkajsdfhlkajsdhflj. stupid easter bunnyness!
but friday should be good :)
and holidays coming...i don't know why that is good....i have to finish my ext 2 first draft by the end of them...and organise network camp and figure out my textiles folio...gah.
oh well. holidays here means time is passing and the end of the year is coming faster.
mum wants me to look into accounting...she thinks i'd like it :(. so i did. who knows...i wanna take next year off that's for sure.
meh.
stupid repeating of stuff in shows to get everyone up to date while really just trying to delay putting on new shows....
in other news i have become addicted to house. such a good show. borrowed the first season dvds and now have watched the majority of eps, successfully leaving the rest of the house behind, meaning that i'll have to watch some again. that's ok i guess. but i wanna know who he fires!!!!!! ga!!!
that's who i forgot...danielle. but she knows about it...but i should confirm that she is coming.
ok. gtg.

yay shopping juicy.
i went to shops yesterday after a VERY tiring 4 hours walking the easter bunny around turramurra plaza...agh. i have to do it next saturday too but i don't want to. hoping to bail if i can get kara to instead. i think she would be good at it and then she would be on the list for other stuffs. which she wanted to be.
but shopping stuff was stacks fun besides being really tired and all which has lasted all weekend cause i had to wake up at 8.30 yesterday and 9 today. gah.
so i got 2 pairs of pants in target and 1 in temt for $10 cause they were having a sail. those are funny pants. both mum and ree said they look like pirate pants. they are black with white stripes and 3/4 and flare out at the bottom with large cuffs. yay. the guy on house got better. tis a good show. have the 1st season dvd borrowed from ree's friend.
anyways in target i got a pair of long jeans cause it's getting colder and i only have one pair of long jeans that i wear. and i got a cool pair of pants that are a bit past the knees and are plaid i think. and rolled at the bottom and are a light material so i can't wear them at the moment cause it's too cold! dang winter!
and i got a brown woollen vest in target too.
and today we went to western sydney alliance cause we could. that was so many funs. seeing people we hadn't seen in along time. mostly the aylings. and dave and ben (ayling) both had the same shoes on. tehe.
i think i need sleeeeep.

we shall see...

oh the odds of ext 1 english...
went to school today at normal time to study for ext 1 which was at 2pm. i barely got any study done thanks to study buddy justine who successfully distracted me, and me her, for a number of minutes, or should i say, *cough cough* hours. not that we knew what to study anyways. i hate my wide reading. perhaps i should have read about the painter. i meant to relate to the bbc north and south but forgot and ended up doing the stupid picture which had nothing to do with anything except the religious paradigm. and the statement was ridiculous. i started writing even though i didn't know what to write, just wrote the definition of the individual in society and went from there, discovering that my interpretation of the sentence "no man(or woman) is an island" *duh* is that noone is completely unaffected by society like an island is unattached from the mainland...or something along those lines. which i kinda figured was the only way to interpret it, but i found out i was wrong when i spoke to emma after, and i wanna hear how other people took it, cause it's pretty abstract. and mrs youdale was right. it was "interesting".
and don't worry justine i'm sure you did fine and your not going to fail.
you too louise (like that was ever a probability miss perfect marks)
i have no idea how i went...there was soo much to write about and not that much time to do it, so stuff was kinda short and i'm so hoping i did ok...gah. stupid ext 1.
looking forward to tomorrow...not. have to lead a blind and dumb (perhaps not deaf) easter bunny around turra shops and talk to little kiddies (gah!). cause the head is so huge. see what happens when little kids worship an animal! they don't know how to take it and their heads explode. stupid egotists.
gah.

ah...got through french today...not sure how it went...the topic was "future projects" and the first question she asked me was whether i liked sport. it caught me so off guard all i could think to say was no. agh. it picked up though (thankfully), and she asked me if i wanted to go to uni, and luckily i had prepared a good answer for that one. but now i can't remember what i said and i'm hoping i put the right verbs in the right spots...and i think i pulled off a good answer on my career etc. oh well. we shall seeeee.
hospitality tomorrow and i haven't studied yet...the exams not till 12.30...yikes! i really need to study...but it's too late now! i didn't realise how early the exam was! i will be doing A LOT of studying tomorrow! i have about 4 hours to do it :( agh. i hope i remember it all...
i should go to bed so i am ok for tomorrow.
that all.

je ne vous connais pas

so much french! and some more!
i am taking a break from studying...tis soooo boring...learning answers and stuff for stuff that i want to do in the future etc etc etc etc etc teterertectertectec...meh.
apres le bac je voudrais faire RIEN!!!!!!! muahahahahahaha!
(translation...after the hsc i would like to do nothing)
and a stupid question of who i would vote for...
which reminds me...i am enrolled to vote. the electoral thingy sent me a form to fill out, so i did and i sent it back. then they sent me a little card to say i had enrolled, except my name was elise cookry. i dont get it!
then i got another card the other day with the right name. oh strange missppelings.
and to all of you doing your pointless, pathetic hsc...
j'espere que vous echouerez!!!!!!!!!!!! >:(

no i don't.